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hmmm... very long nv write anything le... not even copying the lyrics... dunno wat i'm busy with... hahaha... k lah... shall start with a recap of wat happen...
1. bday celebration with jingwei and everyone!!~ yeah... finally the 7 of us meet up for dinner...
2. mid term quiz and tests.... haiz.. in the end like din study also...
3. yishun home last session..
4. yishun home west coast outing...
5. yishun home mini sports day..
6.got back statics quiz results... i passed!!!~
7. xqrj steamboat...
8. many many other stuff happened.. hahahaha....

hmmm... start with 1. bday celebration with jingwei!~ heehee... so happy... they really got me a very very big black bag... hahahaha... and a really very very big pencil box... hahahah... but really the big bag very hard to bring out coz dont really matched with my clothes... then the pencil box, ive got a new one le... but nvm can still use it for other purpose... hahaha... oh!! they also got me two pairs of earrings... really very very pretty... hahaha... but then very funny leh... this yr all my presents overlap one... hahaha... jiemei they all got me pencil case also.. then i juz bought a bag myself... then liyan also bought a pair of earrings for me also... so this year i got double of everything.. hahaha... but nvm, i like everything... oh...that day we also went to watch the terminal!!! juz me, jingwei, vivian and rachel went... hahaha.. the show is really very nice... but the ending juz show that life is not always as you wish... everyone loves happy ending but it doesn't necessary mean that life goes ur way... hahaha... then for dinner we walked to fish n co at the glass house!!~ hahaha... very long nv eat fish and co le... so happy.. then we saw andrian pang and stepf song filming there... hahaha... andrian pang was really funny funny one, but the stepf song very dao... dont smile one... tsktsk...then tat night we tok quite a lot...but then as usual bcoz jas was there, we din really tok much... we've ignore her again... hahaha.. tok abt sch, life, and also scandals.. hahaha... we so 38...hmmm.. finally we went over to ps to hoping to walk walk shop shop, but then too late le.. only carefour is open.. hahaha.. so in the end we went downstairs to eat ice cream... wanted to stay longer with them one.. but then in the end coz i going back to sch so i left first with jas(again,.... tsktsk..)

ok, next.. 2. mid term tests!!!! haiz.. although got tests... and i stay over in hall to study, but in the end like also din study much... everything is still blur blur one leh... haiz... jialet... dunno how i'm going to survive in the end... k lah... evaluate the tests... statics is quiz... which is horrible.... i make so many careless mistakes... so many wrongs... jialet... come out with the feeling that i dunno whether will pass or not... hmmm.. then for maths test is so different... hahaha.... also got some that i dunno how to do lah.. but then in the end we can juz compare answers... hahaha... we kind of like everyone's got the same answers... then went back look at ivle, see that all my answers are correct!!~ hahaha.. so happy... but then dunno how they are going to draw the bell shaped curve... hahaha... then the next day is physics test.... really cannot make it... the test is next day then i only printed the lecture notes the night before... and i alot also dunno how to do... in the end had to rely on my memories of jc works... but then jialet loh... physics has always been my worst sub... come out think i'll only juz pass.... =p then finally the next day is the living with mathematics test... hahaha.. open bk one.. but then also not sure how well i've done.. din really study again. got some qn similar to the tutorial qns but then not exactly... and i dunno if i answer to the pt or not... haiz...
kk, then to 3. yishun home last session... think i'm an unfeeling creature... last session le.. but i like feel nothing much leh... din even get the se bu de de feeling... juz end like that loh... happy that the kids completed the course... happy that many of the kids make significant changes.. good change... for example ryan.. think he's really a very pleasant and polite kid... juz that he needs to learn to control his temper more... he has already make much progress le... juz a bit more will be even better...=] then the last session din get to interact much with the kids also... guess that's why i din feel much abt it being the last session... now really look forward to the camp and next yr... then the whole activity will start again...=]
4. yishun home west coast outing... hahaha...had quite alot of fun... early in the morning went down to prepare sandwiches for the volunteers... heehee... overslept.. almost late... =p anyway, think yishun home ppl really live on scandals... tsktsk...jie mei juz can't stop toking and making fun of me and xiqian... (jie mei... not funny loh....) kk... then finish preparing le then went down to west coast!!~ got ice breakers but then bcoz went to prepare for the station games then missed part of it... only joined them for part of it... but it's really fun... then the station game think i kind of screwed it up... din know wat exactly to tell them... wanted to let them do something else one... but then it doesnt work out... so in the end become something else... think the kids also cannot take it... so boring...then it rained!!! had to get all the kids into shelter then... lucky got the bubbles that cheewei got for them... then the kids got something to do...but some of them ran into the rain.. difficult to get them into the shelter.... finally the rain stop then we can go and fly kite!! yeah!~ hahaha.. quite fun.. i learned how to tie the kite also... but then now come back realise i got sunburnt... jialet...hahaha... then benjamin's sister really can run alot.... keep on running running and running... very long nv run so long le... some more under the hot sun.. hahaha... but then in the end manage to get the kite up into the sky.. hahaha.. so happy... hahaha... after the whole thing ends, din go back to yishun coz nite hall got meeting... so sianz.. so went to eat lunch with joaling they all.. hahaha...then dunno why rj turn into my dear... we scandal among ourselves... hahaha... went to mac to eat.. but not much apetite.. so ate one apple pie only.. but drank one large milo... hahaha... think i macham like water tank like that... drink so much... hahaha.... then sit then manage to tok a bit with xi qian they all.. hahaha... everytime they juz interact within themselves... finally they toking to other ppl le.. hahaha... hmmm... finally everyone left and then i took a cab back to hall... but then wait so long for a cab loh... there really very wulu... no cab one... hahahah

hmmm... think that's end of part one... write quite long le... shall continue on the other pts another time... now go sleep le~ =]

你懂吗

是否你没有办法 偶而还是会想他
我的埋怨 你懂吗
只能做你的朋友 陪你快乐陪你忧愁
不想只做个朋友 想要给你我的所有
还能要求些什么 相信你给的回答
总有一天忘记他
我的等待 你懂吗
就算那只是谎话 还是爱你不变化
我的感觉 你懂吗
只能做你的朋友 陪你快乐陪你忧愁
不想只想个朋友 想要给你我的所有
说不出口的温柔 当你为了他伤痛
为什么我只能说天气不错要不要出去走一走
是否你没有办法 偶而也是会想他
就算那只是谎话 还是爱你不变化
我的感觉 相信你给的回答 总有一天忘记他

note: another nice song.. but by jeff... hahaha... think the song had interesting melody. listening to the melody u wont connect it to the lyrics.. but then the song and lyrics still link up very well... interesting combi... nice nice nice.... and jeff's voice can really express lots of emotions....=]

不夜城

你留了纸条 在我住的地方
我猜想你和他一家又吵了架
我凌乱的睡房 就像你的避风港
你对他的细腻 已经成了信仰
你心中只有 即使我多奢望
你在我的面前 已经不用装扮
把你当作珍藏 却无法向你亮相
当爱靠近你之后 我成了你的不夜城
你倾诉你和他之间 我看着看着也湿了眼睛
爱离开你之后 我成了你的不夜城
好几次差点鼓起勇气
说真的真的我也爱着你

note: juz bought z chen and jeff chang new cds... discover quite a few good song... and this is one of it... like the lyrics too... think it's able to convey deep meanings with simple words... and touched ppl's hearts... heehee.. think i suddenly sound like advertisment.. hahahaha....

害怕

WU WO 我突然觉得有点怕 爱跟生活的一切

你以为我知道怎么拆开 我们的想法落差

我的爱 是说停不能停

已经弄的不能说是曾经

也可说出我是错的 爱未曾变成真的

也没藏到多少你需要的爱

我不再去执拙我是谁

我是我在夜里掉的眼泪

也可说我看不开的

为你我能做的竟还没让你相信是爱情 左右你我

而哭泣都是因为爱 也逼自己不掉泪

让往日不只是有你 这网里我也撑着 拼了命的守着

note: jialet... this is a super super nice song.... the melody is very very touching!!!! love it.... hear it on radio only once but juz fall in love with it immediately.. =p

豆浆油条

喝纯白的豆浆 是纯白的浪漫
望着你可爱脸蛋 和你纯真的模样
我傻傻对你笑 是你忧愁解药
你说我就像油条 很简单却很美好
我知道 你和我就像是豆浆油条
要一起吃下去 味道才会是最好
你需要我的傻笑我需要你的拥抱
爱情就是要这样它才不会淡掉
我知道 有时候 也需要吵吵闹闹
但始终也知道 只有你对我最好
豆浆离不开油条让我爱你爱到老
爱情就是要这样它才幸福美好
我知道 都知道 你知道 你都知道
好不好 别偷笑 笑 让我知道(就好)
我喝完热豆浆 却念着还想要
你吃完金黄油条 爱情又要再发酵

note: hahaha.. too many sad songs le.. muz balance a bit...
so this is a nice nice sweet sweet song... hahaha.. like it alot too~ and support singapore artist~ hahahahah....

任性

喜欢听歌 感人的歌
它让我觉得 爱是对的
睡不着我就醒着
喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得
得不到 我就放掉
不再让日子被打乱了
寂寞很吵 我很安静
情绪很多 我很镇定
因为投入 所以放弃
不愿再被痛醒
固执算不算任性的要求
付出也可能看不到结果
终于你还是选择了放手
用逃避 让感情犯错
承诺算不算任性的要求
人总是不能太容易感动
当爱失去自我失去包容
只想要 从混乱解脱
喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我获得一些心得
得不到 我就放掉
不去触碰到我的需要
喜欢唱歌 动人的歌
它让我觉得爱是对的

note: love this song too... juz heard it on radio also.. hahaha..
but then this is again a sad song... haiyo.. morning already listen to this kind of sad song.. really very sad leh.. hahahahaa....

记得

谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了 这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的 有一天 有一天都会停的
让时间说真话 虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后 我们都不知道会不会有以后
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我们都累了 却没办法往回走 两颗心都迷惑
怎么说 怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么 也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人 等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中 看见了不同的天空
走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我 要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得 是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话 是我们以后的伤口
过了太久 没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手 说要一起走到最后

note: wow~~~ love this song... ktv muz sing.. hahaha.. but i cannot reach the pitch... terribly sad song.... hahhaa... my ah di yayi love it too... ktv he'll sing with me.. hahaha.. but then we both sound like sa ji like that... hhahaha.. but had lots of fun lah... =p

归属感

想问你 是如何让我心软 又同时间让我坚强
也想问你 为何我靠着你肩膀 就肯定自己会平安
就算你不在旁 我都不曾在提心吊胆
就算在很远的地方 我也能勇敢
睡在那陌生的床 想象你睡在另一端 我就能习惯
我爱你 这就是归属感
我知道你在盼我回返你臂弯 爱本身是指南
我托你 好好将我的爱保管 允许你这辈子不还
为我撑伞 或对我嘘寒问暖 连脆弱都显的自然
就算你不在旁 我都不曾在提心吊胆
就算在很远的地方
我也能勇敢睡在那陌生的床
想象你睡在另一端 分开是短暂
我爱你 就是这归属感 也就是我寻找了好久的答案
两个人的圆满 圆满

note: hmmm.. think this is wat gers really look for in a relationship... a sense of security in that someone... so that she will feel safe no matter where she is~... hahaha... this is a good song... love it!~ =]

只能抱着你

好想这样抱着你 我知道你有些在意
给他伤了心 才想到可以找你
好想这样抱着你 我知道你现在伤心
想有人陪你 只是如此而已
你知道我明了 抱着你 我(你)的泪 却为他而掉
你知道 我明了 抱着你 温习拥抱
你知道 我明了 抱着你 我的心有些动摇
你有的好 他做不到(他有的好 我做不到)
还想他(也许他) 可能等我回家(等你回家)
在我们(你们)相识的楼下
还想他(也许他)可能拨我电话(拨你电话)留话
还爱他(你爱他)我从没怀疑过(没怀疑过)
今晚心底的挣扎我不说你明白吗?
只能这样抱着你我知道你有些在意
给他伤了心 才想到可以找你
只能这样抱着你 我知道你现在伤心
想有人陪你 只是如此而已

note: hahahaha... this is my fav ktv song to sing with liyan... we have the best mo qi!~ hahahah...
notice this song when i was working during the 6mths break.. peishan sent it to me... hahaha.. like the melody and the lyrics... that's so sad for the guy... the ger ming ming chi tao wat the guy feels for her but she juz dont loved him back... and only look for his company when the other guy is not there for her...haiz...

对不起我爱你
没别的 只想说对不起 对不起
我真的爱你不管你会怎么想 你怎么说 也不会改变我的决定
你知道 有时候感情事很难说 很难说 爱人或朋友
从前到现在 我真的感觉要 一想你 我的心就发烧
想给你听我的心跳 想你知道我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你 阖眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
没别的 只想说对不起 怎么样 我都会珍惜
不管你会怎么讲 你怎么做 也不会影响我的心情
你知道 有时候男孩更难捉摸 难捉摸 爱人或朋友
现在到永远 我真会感觉要 一想你 我的心就狂跳
我的模样记不记的牢 情人卡有没有收到
读书想着你 听歌想着你 大地和蓝天 出现的全是你
我才不管你的表情 我才不理你回不回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你
你听一听我的心跳 你看一看我睡的不好
喝水想着你 搭车想着你 阖眼闭眼间 出现的全是你
我猜不到你的表情 我等不到你的回应
不想难为你 又不想放弃你 决定告诉你 对不起对不起 我爱你

note: juz heard this song on the radio... hahaha.. then think i like this song also... quite tie qie to wat i think... =p

hahaha... for the reading pleasure of my one and only reader of this blog...i'll write down some comments after i paste the lyrics... hahhahhaa... if not ppl complain dont understand...
hahaha... machem like literature like that, still got footnote for ppl to refer to... hahahhaa.... k lah... shall go and edit my previous post to add in comments... hahahahahahahaaha......funny and weird me....

hahahahaha... added the notes le.... shall continue to look for new songs to update... hahahahaha........

hahaha... think for this period of time.. i shall use songs that i like to express myself... felt that sometimes i cant really express myself with normal words.. so try this out see whether it's good or not.. hehee.. funny... i think i siao siao liao.......=p

白月光

白月光 心里某个地方 那么亮 却那么冰凉
每个人 都有一段悲伤 想隐藏 却欲盖弥彰
白月光 在天涯的两端 在心上 却不在身旁
擦不干 你当时的泪光 路太长 追不回原谅
你是我 不能言说的伤 想遗忘 又忍不住回想
想流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆绑 无法释放
白月光 在天涯的两端 越隐瞒 越觉得孤单
擦不干 回忆理的泪光 路太长 怎么补偿
你是我 不能言说的伤 想遗忘 又忍不住回想
想流亡 一路跌跌撞撞 你的捆绑 无法释放
白月光 心里某个地方 那么亮 却那么冰凉
每个人 都有一段悲伤 想隐藏 却在生长

note: hmmm... like this song bcoz of the tinge of sadness in it... it's like u know there's this person who u cant be together with, or ur paths crossed but u missed each other... (cha jian er guo or you yuan mei fen) , really very sad when this kind of things happen... tsktsk... and the more u want to forget it, the more deeply it sink into ur head... like a scar that will never heal....

明明很爱你

女: 有多少人在旁边 我们都视而不见彼此却忍不住多看几眼 感觉强烈
女: 已经微笑的放电 已经暗示到极限没勇气的人犹豫的瞬间 幸福就飘过面前
男: 我平凡无奇而你 像灿烂星星 让我担心合: 明明很爱你 明明想靠近男: 但是你的身边有人捧花总是拥挤我凭什幺一一打被情敌 敢大声说要做你的唯一
女: 我的唯一
合: 明明很爱你 明明想靠近 (明明很爱我 明明想靠近)为什幺还要浪费时间不把你抱紧(为什幺还要浪费时间不把我抱紧) 够真心才是最厉害的武器 (够真心 就是最厉害的武器)我会拼命让你更满意 (你要拼命让我更满意)
女: 讲配不配太俗气 说爱不爱要问心爱由我们自己决定不必理 跌破谁的眼镜

note: haiyo... the meaning of this post is actually big big staring at u loh... the title of the song express wat i want to say liao... hahaha... jie mei u can have fun guessing who is the ni.... dont tell u... hahaha... hahaha... and like the chorus especially... think it's wat i feel also.. hahhahaha... jia let.. think i cannot make it... =p

Saying I love you,Is not the words I want to hear from you It's not that I want you not to say But if you only knew How easy it would be to Show me how you feel More than words is all you have to do To make it real then You wouldn't have to say That you love me' Cause I'd already know What would you do If my heart was torn in two? More than words to show you feel That your love for me is real What would you say if I took those words away Then you couldn't make things new Just by saying I love you More than words More than words Now I've tried to talk to you And make you understand All you have to do Is close your eyes And just reach out your hands And touch me hold me close Don't ever let me go More than words is All I ever needed you to show Then you wouldn't have to say That you love me 'Cause I already know.


note: actually this is really coz i like the song, so juz paste it down loh... hahahah.....

i'm back.... birthday passed a wk le.... lots of ppl make lots of efforts to celebrate my bday...really want to thank them so much... to liyan... thanks for the presents... i really like them a lot.... dont want to take them down le... sorry that bcoz of the present make u stay in sch till so late in the saturday.. know that as Singaporeans we all want to go home in the wkend.. but u stay till late late instead.. and almost bcome late for the performance... thanks!!!!!!~ love u lots!!!~ *muacks*

to jon... thanks for the cake.. it's really surprising that u still remember.. heehee.. like the cake alot too... took a pic of it and make it the external screensaver for my phone... heehee... yummy.. glad to have u as my friend... though we only stayed in the same sch for the 1st 3mths but u were really like a big brother who always take care of me... know that i dun always have things to say to u, but then thanks for always being there...and thanks for all the praises that u always have for me... boast my ego heehee...=p

to my dear jc "click", thanks for the msgs..know u all did prepare presents for me le... thanks a lot!!~ hahaha... know rite now it's hard for us to meet so often not like when we are in jc, everyday juz sit ard and slack.... missed those days... really thankful that our paths crossed... especially jw, lokman... u all have always make special efforts for me... and always there to listen to me tok crap...thank you thank you... know u all know me as the practical organise sensible ger who has "no feeling" but really like to let u all know that i have a soft side too... it's impossible to always decide with brains instead of my heart.... i'll take back wat i say last time abt relationship... now i really know all gers think alike when it comes to this kind of things... u all are rite!~ funny... but it's true.... well, juz want to say a big thank you to everyone of u!!!!~ love ya.... *hugz*

to yishan... thanks for the msg... know it's really hard for us to meet now coz in diff sch but i really grateful that i have u as my friend... and u're a friend that has the same frquency as me... remember that we always say the same thing as the exact same moment? hahaha.. remember that time u say it's a bit scary.. how can two person think the same way the same time...but it's juz so that we are able to hu bu each other... i'll always treasure u as a friend that cannot be replaced... thanks for the efforts u make to remember my bday....love u always... *hugz and kisses*

to all that have wished me happy birthday n those who had contributed to my presents~ heehee...thanks alot... know some of u all i dun really know u all very very well, but u all make a effort to give me presents.. thanks!~ hope to know u all better and better...=]

finally to my jie mei!!~ really thanks a lot leh........ all the presents and treat....... paisei ah, knocked a "huge" sum of money out from u... hahaha.. like very bad like that... thank you thank you.... anyway, glad that we are able to be such good friends after such a short period of time... juz realise that u have always tell me alot abt ur "problems" but i haven tell u much ah.... hahaha.. beware!~ think very soon will start to pour out my "sorrows" to u... hahahah.. hopefully not lah.... aiya, main thing is to thank u lah.. THANKS!~ hmmm.. u want hugs and kisses like wat i give the others??? heehee... hahahhaaha... =p