i d!= dream

hmmm... very long nv update liao... hahaha.. sat got 3 tests!!! but i only studied for one... somemore mind not very focus... so dunno consider studied finish or not... hahahaha...now having ctw discussion.. but quite sianz coz they type very slow... so i also very bad... halfway come blog... ahahaha... =P
haiya... actually also got nothing to type abt lah... nothing really happen anyway...
alamak... my ctw gp mate tok abt such chim topic... i nothing to say... y make our assignment so difficult?? aiyoyo... too chim for me to take it le...shldnt have suggest to them weapons... now all the topic that come out is so chim... i rather tok abt juz public awareness.... they dun seem to get it that wat we do muz be related to singapore... haiz... lazy to remind them liao...
haiz.... i want to sleep!!! tml still have to wake up early... but still have to finish coming out the thesis statement for ctw first.... argh... quick quick finish.........

hahaha.. jingwei complained that my font is too small.. so i shall write in normal font then... hmmm.. was reading my friend's blog then come across this song which touched my quite alot.. hahhahaa.. so shall post it here to share with everyone.. whoever has the song sent me k? hahaha.. i want to know how it sounds like.. =)

The Gift-by Collin Raye
Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on like a fairy tale come true
Sittin' by the fire we made
You're the answer when i prayed
I would find someone and baby i found you
And all i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift
Watching as you softly sleep
What i'd give if i could keep
Just this moment if only time stood still
But the colors fade away
And the years will make us gray
But baby in my eyes you'll still be beautiful
And all i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
For the gift
All i want is to hold you forever
All i need is you more everyday
You saved my heart from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And i'm thankful everyday
Can't find the words to say
Thank you for the gift

hmmm... 1st vday spent with someone special.. hahahaha... though din do much but was really a happy happy day.. heehee... went for dinner then dear dear sent me home... heehee... think it's really very sweet of him to do so... but then it's really very time wasting for him lah... if only i still stay in yishun... then wont be so bad liao... :P
wow~ we're actually together for 10 days le... hahahha... i cant believe it... still cant believe it... think everything seem like a dream to me... anyway, thanks dear... thanks for giving me so many things... not juz the presents but also for everything that u have been showering me with... all the care and concern... i can feel it all.. juz that sometimes i dunno how to show my care to u lah.. think i really very bad... still haven give u any present yet... =p will try to get it down asap.. hahaha...
hmmm... sometimes get really scared... coz ppl ard me keep on telling me they broke up with who and who and then i scared that myself cant go on too... hahaha.. a bit early to think abt these things... i'm too pessimistic le... cannot cannot... i'm really happy with wat i have now.. i'll cherish it... and stop thinking so much... =)
anyway, enough crapping...

juz want to tell dear this:

yes, i want us to stay happily together always too!~ =)

"if you love someone... say it... right then... out loud... or... the moment will just pass you by..."

hahahah.. this is a quote from My Bestfriend's Wedding... my favourite movie!!! hahahaha... and i especially love this quote... =)

hahaha... to all my friends who say my template is too plain... see... i finally change it... hahaha...
i want to diaoz diaoz diaoz....
that time the nice nice template i cannot make it work... then this time juz nice see this then i juz use it and it works.... alamak.... hahahhaa...

erm... to my clique who read this post... eh... eh... i break the curse le... oops... knew u all sure very qi kuai... but then eh... ya.. juz break it today... erm... quite sweet lah... heehee... =p

idoit! my template is lost... argh.... haiz... dunno why suddenly half of it html code disappear... haiz... haiz... nvm lah... make do with the plain one also can... i'm not really that bothered by the layout anyway...

haiyo... this is the 2nd time i write this same post le... juz now dunno why all the words disappear... but nvm, shall try to repeat everything again... hahahaha
hmmm... i finally got the rejection i wanted le.. yipee~ hahaha.. got rejected by 3 reasons... he's not ready for someone, he dun like me and i'm not attractive... hahahaa... really felt nothing when he say that then... still laughing at wat he said somemore.. hahaha... somemore force him to say the most hurtful words he can.. but obviously it's not very effective... hahahaha...
anyway, i realise i'm really slow... hahahah.. no wonder i'm liyan's son... she's slow slow, i'm slow slow slow... found out only later after i think abt the rejection for sometime then did i realise it's impact on me... hahahaha.... yesterday he was still telling me he felt he lost a good friend after i changed and become his brother... hahahah... i replied saying i'm still the same old friend.. hahaha.. but guess things are really different... i got more and more bo chap... he lost a good friend, i lost part of myself... hahahaha... this morning was thinking abt wat he said then i realise that part of me is like dead now... probably that's y i can be so un feeling.. hahahaha...
guess my clique muz be so angry that they feel like slapping me le... hhahaha.. coz they're quite against me liking him.. hahaha.. but all my dearest friends.... dont worry now.. i'm really over it le.. and i meant wat i say this time.. seriously... and i really want to thank u all for being so concern...really... coz for the past months i haven been able to meet up with u all often.. coz of my various commitments.. but u all still care so much for me... i very very touched... =)

hahahaha... but anyway, my dear ex- jiemei, current brother.. hahahah... dont worry... i'm still making present for u... ahahaha.. but it'll be the first and last present me made as ur jiemei lah... next time i'll go buy something can liao... hahaha... handmade too ma fan le... heehee... =p

hmmm... got one of things to do on my to do list for this year done le... shall continue to get all my to do list done~ heehee...
anyway, realise that typing all this crap online is really a good way to relieve all my emotions.. hahaha.. now i know i'm really ok le... shall proceed to do other stuff... hahahaha