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Back....think i shld write more things le... maybe next time write on paper first then come online type it out...hahaha...
ok... yesterday my jie mei got his lisence!!~ hahaha...congrates!~ me peifu peifu... hahaha... next wk i'll have to jia you... muz get it too...hahaha... if not me not taking test anymore...
hahaha... yesterday went to volunteer in yishun home....see quite a no of kids there...dunno y... normally outside i cant stand kids one leh... i especially cannot stand noisy kids....... but then yesterday in the centre i can actually tahan them... y huh?? somemore i find them quite cute...wonder y this change of attitude.... there muz be something wrong with me....
ok... anyway, saw my crush yesterday...he appeared at yishun home halfway... was quite surprise coz tot they say he wont be coming... but then dont really feel anything when i see him... but still dont really dare to look at his eyes... jialet.... he looked really tired... hope he take good care of himself...

hahaha...back again...
now i shall tok abt the sleepover...
hahahaha... every event one post....
hmmm...juz last sat, went to help vivian to shift to her ntu hostel...but then when we reach then we realise the office is close... hahaha... went down all the way and we dont even see her room...and vivian also dunno who's her roommate... so jia let... in the end we shift all her things to rohan's room...hahaha... after that all of us went to her church....
but sadly i think we dont really enjoy it loh.... was like quite sianz for us but we go coz we dont want to upset vivian.. then all her church friends very friendly ppl... tried to persude us to go to their bbq this fri...but like no one wants to go...hahaha.... oppss.... like very bad....
hmmm...then after that we went vivian's hse!~hahahaha...so happy... a gp of gers gather all together...then we tok alot... from gossips to nus bidding system... blah blah blah...hahaha... first time i really din fall asleep in vivian's hse...hahhahah.... then we tok alot... still got eat pizza hut and kfc!!!~ hahaha... and we played stupid games too....hahhaah...
am really happy to know my click of ger friends in jc loh....
when i go tj was almost sure that i'll be a loner... but i met them...think i'm super lucky.. got into a class with everyone that's 2nd intaker...and the gers are all wonderful wonderful ppl...spend a very memorable one and a half yr with them... miss the days we wrote the forum in lectures and tutorials... tok in physics class.. make the teacher angry with us...hahahaha....
there's so many memories i shared with them... and i really miss the days we sit in the canteen to gossip, play bridge behind the audi... hahaha...
hmmm... thought they wont see this, but i really want  to say i love them!!~ will never ever forget them...... friends forever!!~ =]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

hahaha.... now to write some more things....juz now juz edit my previous post...hahaha... hopefully then my secret wont be reveal... opps...heehee...
k lah...let me review my ktv outing last fri with my friends....heehee... so happy... sang for 5 long hrs.... and i get to fa xie most of my fa niao.... hahaha... and so happy to meet my other friends... most of them going ntu... so maybei wont see them again for a very very long long time.... =(
anyway, dunno why kster in chinatown is so damn cold................. frezzing in there loh. and 7ppl only have 2 jacket.... then i think the rest need it more than me so my jacket is on someone else more than myself... in the end i got headache b4 i reach home... like dying like that.... got fever somemore at night....lucky the next day i recover le...if not think i can go die le.......
and then kster waitress got really bad attitude!!!!!! $%#%&%^$#@%$ was very irritated by that ger loh.... i know it's wrong that me and liyan brought drinks back into the room... but is there a need for her to slammed the door????? think she should be ashame of wat she did.... but weird enough, after she slammed the door, all the people that come in are guy waiters.... funny...... but i think that day i also said something really mean.... when the waiter was abt to leave the room... my friends asked wat if they do it again... i said: he dare to slam? he slam, i slam it in his face loh........ think wat i said scared the waiter... hahaha... he close the door so softly when he exit.....hahaha.....
k lah..... the ktv was fun!!~ except that i fall sick and the bad attitude ger....next time i go kbox instead!!!~ heehee... wonder when i'll be free to go again.....=]

hahaha... back to write again.... actually wanted to write everyday one... but many things to do then can't online... hmm... think i shall post now according to the events over the past few days....=]

hahaha... decided to post something again.. hahaha.. so funny..juz now was checking the post that i've juz made then realise the time of post is 635am when it's actually 10pm here in singapore...hahaha... so write this short post to show that the timing is wrong... i forgot to change it... hahhahaha...

hahaha... juz realise i've set up this blog without writing any thing on it...
quite dumb... like going to be a yr le...
juz read some other ppl's blog.. then kind of got "motivated" to write something...hahaha...
ok... shall post a long long one...
first,i'll start with comments for one of the blog i juz read...
it's by a ger from friday weekly.. then i think she very li hai... m'sia camp has past so long le she still like that guy...(muz admit that i had a crush on him b4...hahaha)ok, out of point... hmmm... think propably i'm jealous.. coz she got his contact and i dun have...hahaha... so i think i dun really like her.... and the way she tok abt him majiam like he's her bf like that... hahaha... cannot stand it... ok... think i very mean... but i do think she's like throwing herself to him like that... opps... that's really mean..but heck care.... i dun like her acting like she's so close to him...hhahahaha... wat right do i have to say that... =p

ok, next, since i'm on the topic on bgr, might as well continue...
i'm confused.......
i dunno who i like... or maybe it's i'm not liking anyone...
seem like i can like alot of ppl all at the same time... but that shld be impossible...
hahaha... why like that?

once thought i still like jon..but then think i'm wrong..
i dunno if i like or dun like going out with him... and he's like sudden hot and sudden cold...
maybe for a week he can keep on msging me... but suddenly he dissappear into thin air...
wat's wrong with him? now i dun even know if we're still watching king arthur together...
if he doesnt want to watch it le... can he pls let me know soon??? i really want to watch that movie loh... kind of like anticipating it to come out for so long le...
but now need to wait for him to contact me like that... SIANZ!!!!~ like that i rather watch alone loh...stupid me...why did i agree to watch with him... haiz...... me and my big mouth... always tok b4 thinking...

anyway, think now i having a crush.... hahaha...on a ***boy... he ******.... but dunno why i think i can accept it...but that's not very me....dunno why i can stand him ******* in front of me... even though i cant take it when my own relatives does that in front of me...hahhaa... i think i very bad.... horrible...
but i juz like to be able to tok to him... but everytime i tok to him... i very shy also leh......cannot stare into his eyes and tok... haiyo.. wat's wrong with me... not brave enough to admit my own feelings... y cant i look straight into his eyes???? argh!!!!!! think i give arrangant look bcoz i dont look into his eyes loh.... hmpf......................................................... dislike myself for being so weak and meek...............................................................argh.............................
funny though is that though i think i had a crush on him, i dont think of him every moment leh.... y huh? is it bcoz i havent like enough?? hahhaahaha..if that's the case,then it's not a crush rite?
think he juz got the ability to make gers want to be close to him... maybe to change him?to convert him into some model they want him to be in their hearts?? i dunno...but that may be the reason why i say i like him... hahahaha...anyway, he's really a nice guy lah... besides the bad point that he ******, generally i think he's a caring and very entertaining person...
juz hope he wont be so nice to me..... if not i may fall deep into the mud...hahaha... but maybe i'm over sensitive.. he's nice to everyone.........

oh...anyway, i juz got myself a new and 1st "jie mei".. hahaha... but it's so funny... he's built really dun look like a jiemei to me loh... but nvm, it's nice having a jie mei.. hahaha... nice listening to him toking abt the ger he likes... was really touched by how far a guy can go for the ger that he likes.... hahaha... hey jie mei.. though u will not read this.. but this's a compliment for u k....
think the ger is really very very xin fu...... so wj.. pls treasure...hahaha... me siao liao.. they wont be seeing this anyway, but i still like toking to they here... but really envy wj.. to have some one that likes u soooooooooooooooooo much.......... i want to have one too... hahaha.. but now still dun have....=_( hahaha.... me act cute....

k lah...think that's it... shall go and watch tv le... will try to come online and write more stuff next time.... =]