Thursday, July 22, 2004
hahaha... juz realise i've set up this blog without writing any thing on it...
quite dumb... like going to be a yr le...
juz read some other ppl's blog.. then kind of got "motivated" to write something...hahaha...
ok... shall post a long long one...
first,i'll start with comments for one of the blog i juz read...
it's by a ger from friday weekly.. then i think she very li hai... m'sia camp has past so long le she still like that guy...(muz admit that i had a crush on him b4...hahaha)ok, out of point... hmmm... think propably i'm jealous.. coz she got his contact and i dun have...hahaha... so i think i dun really like her.... and the way she tok abt him majiam like he's her bf like that... hahaha... cannot stand it... ok... think i very mean... but i do think she's like throwing herself to him like that... opps... that's really mean..but heck care.... i dun like her acting like she's so close to him...hhahahaha... wat right do i have to say that... =p
ok, next, since i'm on the topic on bgr, might as well continue...
i'm confused.......
i dunno who i like... or maybe it's i'm not liking anyone...
seem like i can like alot of ppl all at the same time... but that shld be impossible...
hahaha... why like that?
once thought i still like jon..but then think i'm wrong..
i dunno if i like or dun like going out with him... and he's like sudden hot and sudden cold...
maybe for a week he can keep on msging me... but suddenly he dissappear into thin air...
wat's wrong with him? now i dun even know if we're still watching king arthur together...
if he doesnt want to watch it le... can he pls let me know soon??? i really want to watch that movie loh... kind of like anticipating it to come out for so long le...
but now need to wait for him to contact me like that... SIANZ!!!!~ like that i rather watch alone loh...stupid me...why did i agree to watch with him... haiz...... me and my big mouth... always tok b4 thinking...
anyway, think now i having a crush.... hahaha...on a ***boy... he ******.... but dunno why i think i can accept it...but that's not very me....dunno why i can stand him ******* in front of me... even though i cant take it when my own relatives does that in front of me...hahhaa... i think i very bad.... horrible...
but i juz like to be able to tok to him... but everytime i tok to him... i very shy also leh......cannot stare into his eyes and tok... haiyo.. wat's wrong with me... not brave enough to admit my own feelings... y cant i look straight into his eyes???? argh!!!!!! think i give arrangant look bcoz i dont look into his eyes loh.... hmpf......................................................... dislike myself for being so weak and meek...............................................................argh.............................
funny though is that though i think i had a crush on him, i dont think of him every moment leh.... y huh? is it bcoz i havent like enough?? hahhaahaha..if that's the case,then it's not a crush rite?
think he juz got the ability to make gers want to be close to him... maybe to change him?to convert him into some model they want him to be in their hearts?? i dunno...but that may be the reason why i say i like him... hahahaha...anyway, he's really a nice guy lah... besides the bad point that he ******, generally i think he's a caring and very entertaining person...
juz hope he wont be so nice to me..... if not i may fall deep into the mud...hahaha... but maybe i'm over sensitive.. he's nice to everyone.........
oh...anyway, i juz got myself a new and 1st "jie mei".. hahaha... but it's so funny... he's built really dun look like a jiemei to me loh... but nvm, it's nice having a jie mei.. hahaha... nice listening to him toking abt the ger he likes... was really touched by how far a guy can go for the ger that he likes.... hahaha... hey jie mei.. though u will not read this.. but this's a compliment for u k....
think the ger is really very very xin fu...... so wj.. pls treasure...hahaha... me siao liao.. they wont be seeing this anyway, but i still like toking to they here... but really envy wj.. to have some one that likes u soooooooooooooooooo much.......... i want to have one too... hahaha.. but now still dun have....=_( hahaha.... me act cute....
k lah...think that's it... shall go and watch tv le... will try to come online and write more stuff next time.... =]
quite dumb... like going to be a yr le...
juz read some other ppl's blog.. then kind of got "motivated" to write something...hahaha...
ok... shall post a long long one...
first,i'll start with comments for one of the blog i juz read...
it's by a ger from friday weekly.. then i think she very li hai... m'sia camp has past so long le she still like that guy...(muz admit that i had a crush on him b4...hahaha)ok, out of point... hmmm... think propably i'm jealous.. coz she got his contact and i dun have...hahaha... so i think i dun really like her.... and the way she tok abt him majiam like he's her bf like that... hahaha... cannot stand it... ok... think i very mean... but i do think she's like throwing herself to him like that... opps... that's really mean..but heck care.... i dun like her acting like she's so close to him...hhahahaha... wat right do i have to say that... =p
ok, next, since i'm on the topic on bgr, might as well continue...
i'm confused.......
i dunno who i like... or maybe it's i'm not liking anyone...
seem like i can like alot of ppl all at the same time... but that shld be impossible...
hahaha... why like that?
once thought i still like jon..but then think i'm wrong..
i dunno if i like or dun like going out with him... and he's like sudden hot and sudden cold...
maybe for a week he can keep on msging me... but suddenly he dissappear into thin air...
wat's wrong with him? now i dun even know if we're still watching king arthur together...
if he doesnt want to watch it le... can he pls let me know soon??? i really want to watch that movie loh... kind of like anticipating it to come out for so long le...
but now need to wait for him to contact me like that... SIANZ!!!!~ like that i rather watch alone loh...stupid me...why did i agree to watch with him... haiz...... me and my big mouth... always tok b4 thinking...
anyway, think now i having a crush.... hahaha...on a ***boy... he ******.... but dunno why i think i can accept it...but that's not very me....dunno why i can stand him ******* in front of me... even though i cant take it when my own relatives does that in front of me...hahhaa... i think i very bad.... horrible...
but i juz like to be able to tok to him... but everytime i tok to him... i very shy also leh......cannot stare into his eyes and tok... haiyo.. wat's wrong with me... not brave enough to admit my own feelings... y cant i look straight into his eyes???? argh!!!!!! think i give arrangant look bcoz i dont look into his eyes loh.... hmpf......................................................... dislike myself for being so weak and meek...............................................................argh.............................
funny though is that though i think i had a crush on him, i dont think of him every moment leh.... y huh? is it bcoz i havent like enough?? hahhaahaha..if that's the case,then it's not a crush rite?
think he juz got the ability to make gers want to be close to him... maybe to change him?to convert him into some model they want him to be in their hearts?? i dunno...but that may be the reason why i say i like him... hahahaha...anyway, he's really a nice guy lah... besides the bad point that he ******, generally i think he's a caring and very entertaining person...
juz hope he wont be so nice to me..... if not i may fall deep into the mud...hahaha... but maybe i'm over sensitive.. he's nice to everyone.........
oh...anyway, i juz got myself a new and 1st "jie mei".. hahaha... but it's so funny... he's built really dun look like a jiemei to me loh... but nvm, it's nice having a jie mei.. hahaha... nice listening to him toking abt the ger he likes... was really touched by how far a guy can go for the ger that he likes.... hahaha... hey jie mei.. though u will not read this.. but this's a compliment for u k....
think the ger is really very very xin fu...... so wj.. pls treasure...hahaha... me siao liao.. they wont be seeing this anyway, but i still like toking to they here... but really envy wj.. to have some one that likes u soooooooooooooooooo much.......... i want to have one too... hahaha.. but now still dun have....=_( hahaha.... me act cute....
k lah...think that's it... shall go and watch tv le... will try to come online and write more stuff next time.... =]
// posted by giam @ 9:32 PM 
