Wednesday, October 06, 2004
hahaha.. think today i got alot to tok abt....
anyway, i think i can come to the conclusion that it's in gers nature to lead ppl on... that gers propably enjoy it alot...
y? coz i think i'm quilty of that too... know that i dun really have much to tok to jon... but then when he called last night at 1 plus, i still go along and crap with him... shld have juz come out with any excuse to not tok to him.. but then i juz continue to crap with him loh... wonder if it's my ying chuo skills really excellent or wat... i actually crap 1hr with him... tsktsk... think my phone bills wont go down this mth either... wonder why my calls are all at night when i dont have free incoming... hahaha.. shld go and change my hp plan... hmmm... think i really changed after i come to uni... really a lot!!! last time i'm always the most pratical person loh... not emotional, juz plain organised and simple... now i'm no longer so pratical loh.. not organised also... more and more emotional also... wonder why this change... i think rachel is so right!! she from the start points out that i can't be forever so practical one.. and that i listen to my head instead of my heart is bcoz i have yet to experience them yet... and i think wat she say is so true.. i'm juz so afraid to let other ppl know i have a soft side also... that i shld always be so prim and proper all the time.. that i shld always remain not emotional at all... funny.. i have not been thru the rebellious phase of my life yet... maybe i'll soon reach that stage... then i wont listen to my parents, do watever i like... hahahah... sound like a fantasy to me... think i siao liao...
anyway, bcoz of the unwillingness to let ppl know wat i feel, i think i become kind of weird also... once i let others know that i like some one, i will not like him anymore... happens so many times le... first got jon, then got yayi... weird me... wonder why....hmmm... maybe i shld keep all my likes secret.. then i will continue to like that person longer and longer... hahahaha... siao me...
hmm.. k lah.. think i bette go do my english hmwk le... if not tml surely kena from the teacher one... =p
anyway, i think i can come to the conclusion that it's in gers nature to lead ppl on... that gers propably enjoy it alot...
y? coz i think i'm quilty of that too... know that i dun really have much to tok to jon... but then when he called last night at 1 plus, i still go along and crap with him... shld have juz come out with any excuse to not tok to him.. but then i juz continue to crap with him loh... wonder if it's my ying chuo skills really excellent or wat... i actually crap 1hr with him... tsktsk... think my phone bills wont go down this mth either... wonder why my calls are all at night when i dont have free incoming... hahaha.. shld go and change my hp plan... hmmm... think i really changed after i come to uni... really a lot!!! last time i'm always the most pratical person loh... not emotional, juz plain organised and simple... now i'm no longer so pratical loh.. not organised also... more and more emotional also... wonder why this change... i think rachel is so right!! she from the start points out that i can't be forever so practical one.. and that i listen to my head instead of my heart is bcoz i have yet to experience them yet... and i think wat she say is so true.. i'm juz so afraid to let other ppl know i have a soft side also... that i shld always be so prim and proper all the time.. that i shld always remain not emotional at all... funny.. i have not been thru the rebellious phase of my life yet... maybe i'll soon reach that stage... then i wont listen to my parents, do watever i like... hahahah... sound like a fantasy to me... think i siao liao...
anyway, bcoz of the unwillingness to let ppl know wat i feel, i think i become kind of weird also... once i let others know that i like some one, i will not like him anymore... happens so many times le... first got jon, then got yayi... weird me... wonder why....hmmm... maybe i shld keep all my likes secret.. then i will continue to like that person longer and longer... hahahaha... siao me...
hmm.. k lah.. think i bette go do my english hmwk le... if not tml surely kena from the teacher one... =p
// posted by giam @ 11:24 PM 
