Tuesday, October 12, 2004
hahaha... juz realise my cousin got still read my blog... amazing~ hahaha... coz i tot no one else is reading liao.. but anyway, hmmm... miaomei... i dunno if i'm in the o wk subcomm or not... my fren din tell me anymore details... and actually i dun mind helping u out in the welfare comm... u still need me?? heehee...
anyway, suppose to be doing tut now.. but nvm, wait a while.. hahaha...
hmmm... juz to let my jie mei know... the reason why i need to be organise is to go back to my old self... i really prefer my old self so much... that i can shut off my emotions from other ppl.. that ppl will forever juz see my cheerful side... that's why all the smiley faces and "hahaha" are back to my msg... i shall be juz as cheerful as before... and i can continue to fu yan ppl... hahaha... looks like being organise and being old self got no link rite? =] but then actually there's lots of link... being my old self means that i can free my brains from a lot of other interferring thoughts which now i think is of no use... then my brain can come out with the proper list of things that i can do... hahahah... chim rite? bet u dont understand but it's ok... it's not meant for u to understand anyway... it's my own life... i do watever i like with it... even if it makes me into one fake person with no emotions at all... mask shall be on my face for all times... i dun want to let anyone knows anything i feel le... there's no pt... hahahah... =]
think i'm pretty good at faking...today at ntu promotions... even though i'm tired and hungry.. i can juz continue to put on a big wide smile for everyone... even if they ignore me, and dont take my flyers... hahahah... me not bad... next time go be PR surely very good one... hmmm... met a few frens in ntu today...alot of them from work, then got from st nicks then got from tj... hahaha.. even those that i dunno well one can still remember me... hahaha... quite surprise... but still glad to see them... long long time nv see them liao... it's good to be able to see them once in a blue moon... heehee...
hmmm... overall, today is a tiring day.... stand for the whole morning and afternoon... but nvm, shall juz keep on smiling... *grinz* *smiles* =]
anyway, suppose to be doing tut now.. but nvm, wait a while.. hahaha...
hmmm... juz to let my jie mei know... the reason why i need to be organise is to go back to my old self... i really prefer my old self so much... that i can shut off my emotions from other ppl.. that ppl will forever juz see my cheerful side... that's why all the smiley faces and "hahaha" are back to my msg... i shall be juz as cheerful as before... and i can continue to fu yan ppl... hahaha... looks like being organise and being old self got no link rite? =] but then actually there's lots of link... being my old self means that i can free my brains from a lot of other interferring thoughts which now i think is of no use... then my brain can come out with the proper list of things that i can do... hahahah... chim rite? bet u dont understand but it's ok... it's not meant for u to understand anyway... it's my own life... i do watever i like with it... even if it makes me into one fake person with no emotions at all... mask shall be on my face for all times... i dun want to let anyone knows anything i feel le... there's no pt... hahahah... =]
think i'm pretty good at faking...today at ntu promotions... even though i'm tired and hungry.. i can juz continue to put on a big wide smile for everyone... even if they ignore me, and dont take my flyers... hahahah... me not bad... next time go be PR surely very good one... hmmm... met a few frens in ntu today...alot of them from work, then got from st nicks then got from tj... hahaha.. even those that i dunno well one can still remember me... hahaha... quite surprise... but still glad to see them... long long time nv see them liao... it's good to be able to see them once in a blue moon... heehee...
hmmm... overall, today is a tiring day.... stand for the whole morning and afternoon... but nvm, shall juz keep on smiling... *grinz* *smiles* =]
// posted by giam @ 11:01 PM 
