i d!= dream

heehee~~~ think i making change to my life le... i shall return to my old self... juz yesterday i think i'm more organise than before le... i handed in my eng assignment, eat with my mom, bought a broom and dustpan when i was in clementi with mom, then sweep my floor, mop the floor 3 times!!!~ heehee... and not with a mop, but with a piece of cloth... floor is really clean now... then i watch 2 maths lec webcast, took down notes... found time to nap for 2 hrs... heehee.... then ate dinner with liyan and wei jun... went to wei jun's rm to tok, then at 10 went down to help clean up x rm... after that went to make the guess box... (think i do have a flare in wood craft... i can drill in the screw perfectly into the wood, then i saw the wood perfectly also.. the edge is all smooth and straight!! heehee... then today was painting the box's frame.. paint perfectly also... hahahaha) after that, went to bathe with kim keng.. heehee... finally return to my rm and then start to do my maths tutorial... yeah!!! even though i only slept at 3... but then i feel that i have kind of return to my normal self... i manage to find time to work, play and have rest... heehee... happy happy... guess i know why my network is siao siao le... it's a chance for me to sort my things out... to know wat are my priorities in life... shldnt juz spent my days sitting in front of the com and do nothing else... glad that i manage to sort things out... heehee.... anyway, juz yesterday i kind of join engine o wk sub comm... hahahaha... think i really living my life to the fullest in uni.. join so many things... hmmm.. wanted to join the sub comm so that i will be more attached to the engine ppl... if not i like dunno much ppl in engine.. heehee... think i siao liao... if i really got into the sub comm then i will be in logistic.. hahaha... wonder if i'll make it for that....
nvm, now that i got my life back to normal... i shall not be worried abt having not enough time... i will survive..!!! heehee... shall start to show my leadership skills...
toking abt leadership skills... i really wonder if the heads in my xqrj comm got the right abilities to lead the whole comm... juz after the poly promotion, victor sent out a yahoo gp mail saying how disappointed he was in us... that he cannot feel the big family bond that the comm wanted to create... hahahahha... so am i.... i'm kind of disappointed in the comm.. even i think i commit more than some ppl inside... and the communication is a mess! the leaders did not display enough power to control the whole comm... ppl in the comm dunno wat each of us are suppose to do.... no proper instruction.. then when things goes wrong, they start to critise ppl... wat the ****... then the meeting drag so long... no agenda for the meeting somemore... progress is unknown to everyone... wat the ****... and tok abt the big family feeling... pls........... the whole comm is already make up of 3/4 malaysians... how do we the rest who are not m'sians poke into the "strong" bond between them??? it's not like we did not make any efforts loh... they juz form their own group...wat are the rest suppose to do then??? already 1mth plus liao loh... the leaders are still unable to let the whole comm bond well together.... i wonder if they are able to do it for the next 3 mths...lucky i'm not one of the head in the comm... if not i'll surely vomit blood... so disorganise... not as if they dunno wat are suppose to be done, but juz no one does it.... if only i can be more heck care... then i wont bother to help out so much... waste my time and efforts....