i d!= dream

i am upset... by my results this time.. haiz... my CAP really CMI... is juz a mere 2.55... though i know i wont do well but then still quite upset lah... but i want to thank god that i din fail any of my module... really very thankful to god... that though i din do well... i still manage to have it above 2.0 so that i wont get a warning letter... hmmm... think my result is really crap loh... i actually scored best in the Chinese Heritage... got a B+... i tot i will get F for it loh... but it turn out to be my best subject... the rest all cannot be look at all... tsktsk... horrible... and i think there goes my 'dream' of going into civil... i only got a D+ for statics...gosh... but i deserve it lah... did only half the paper... to think i actually still pass it... shld be happy with it liao... haiz... lousy me with lousy result...
hmmm... shld adjust my thinking... it's not bad le... i pass everything and manage to scape thru... and i din put in effort this sem... so i shld consider myself to be lucky... i've played too much this sem... MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTION WILL BE TO STUDY HARD THRUOUT NEXT SEM AND ALL OTHER SEM... i will not 对不起自己 again...