i d!= dream

喜欢就是喜欢， 不喜欢就是不喜欢。。。为何不可以喜欢是不喜欢， 不喜欢是喜欢？
maybe if life is like that i'll be happier...then i dont have to think so much... that i'll enjoy myself more...
hahahhaa.. lokman say's i've a love hate feeling... i dunno... maybe it's true... after the outing, think it open up too many possibilities for me to think abt leh... they ask me wat make me like the person.. i dunno... they ask me again, i still dunnoe... liking someone really needs a reason? crack my head but i still dunno...
they ask me aren't me sad tat ppl i like like someone else? i'm not... shld i be? am i suppose to be sad over that? why am i not? crack my head but i still dunno...
there's so many things they ask that i dunno why and have never tot abt b4... maybe tot b4 but i juz din think that it'll be impt..
but now that i think, maybe if all my like become dun like then my dun like become like then i wont be 痛苦at all... wat a 矛盾situation.. and i got no solution...
toking abt 痛苦, they ask me is i am... but i'm not.. dunno why.. juz not... but now think more abt it... maybe i am... maybe i had shifted it to one side so long that i forgot abt it.. maybe....
there's too many maybes... i need to shut down my soul again... it's wrong to power it with that little bit of fuel.. no more shld be given... then i'll be happier...
hmm... thinking abt shuting my soul... i'm really feeling happier abit le... hahahaha... maybe it's meant to be shut down eternally.. hahahhaha...