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think i'm really detached from the real world... haven been reading newspaper, haven been watching news... there's so many things happening and i haven no idea at all... ok, i know abt the tsunami disaster... but i have no idea exactly how big the damage are... so many things happen but i'm juz so ignorant abt it... felt that i'm really a wood block.. feel nothing abt wat happen.. like i got nothing to do with it at all.. when actually wat happen had deeply affected our lives... think that's so disgustingly horrible of me... i shld care more abt wat happen to the ppl ard me... be more passionate... rather than pretending nothing had happen... looking ard me i felt that many of my friends are so concern abt this disaster even though they are also busy with work and stuff.. this make me feel really bad... am i really such a unpassionate being?? even if i'm unfeeling for other things.. i felt that i shld changed...guess today i made that change... i prayed for the unfortunate ppl and thanked god that ppl ard me aren't affected by this disaster in my first prayer of the day... then i watch the news to find out what had happen, both the good and the bad news... and i found out that now even watching the news will bring tears to ppl eyes... i was upset that so many ppl had been dead or missing but touched that many ppl had put in effort to help those affected most in the disaster... hope i can do more in the next few days.. shld really try to go down and help out...