Wednesday, February 02, 2005
haiyo... this is the 2nd time i write this same post le... juz now dunno why all the words disappear... but nvm, shall try to repeat everything again... hahahaha
hmmm... i finally got the rejection i wanted le.. yipee~ hahaha.. got rejected by 3 reasons... he's not ready for someone, he dun like me and i'm not attractive... hahahaa... really felt nothing when he say that then... still laughing at wat he said somemore.. hahaha... somemore force him to say the most hurtful words he can.. but obviously it's not very effective... hahahaha...
anyway, i realise i'm really slow... hahahah.. no wonder i'm liyan's son... she's slow slow, i'm slow slow slow... found out only later after i think abt the rejection for sometime then did i realise it's impact on me... hahahaha.... yesterday he was still telling me he felt he lost a good friend after i changed and become his brother... hahahah... i replied saying i'm still the same old friend.. hahaha.. but guess things are really different... i got more and more bo chap... he lost a good friend, i lost part of myself... hahahaha... this morning was thinking abt wat he said then i realise that part of me is like dead now... probably that's y i can be so un feeling.. hahahaha...
guess my clique muz be so angry that they feel like slapping me le... hhahaha.. coz they're quite against me liking him.. hahaha.. but all my dearest friends.... dont worry now.. i'm really over it le.. and i meant wat i say this time.. seriously... and i really want to thank u all for being so concern...really... coz for the past months i haven been able to meet up with u all often.. coz of my various commitments.. but u all still care so much for me... i very very touched... =)
hahahaha... but anyway, my dear ex- jiemei, current brother.. hahahah... dont worry... i'm still making present for u... ahahaha.. but it'll be the first and last present me made as ur jiemei lah... next time i'll go buy something can liao... hahaha... handmade too ma fan le... heehee... =p
hmmm... got one of things to do on my to do list for this year done le... shall continue to get all my to do list done~ heehee...
anyway, realise that typing all this crap online is really a good way to relieve all my emotions.. hahaha.. now i know i'm really ok le... shall proceed to do other stuff... hahahaha
hmmm... i finally got the rejection i wanted le.. yipee~ hahaha.. got rejected by 3 reasons... he's not ready for someone, he dun like me and i'm not attractive... hahahaa... really felt nothing when he say that then... still laughing at wat he said somemore.. hahaha... somemore force him to say the most hurtful words he can.. but obviously it's not very effective... hahahaha...
anyway, i realise i'm really slow... hahahah.. no wonder i'm liyan's son... she's slow slow, i'm slow slow slow... found out only later after i think abt the rejection for sometime then did i realise it's impact on me... hahahaha.... yesterday he was still telling me he felt he lost a good friend after i changed and become his brother... hahahah... i replied saying i'm still the same old friend.. hahaha.. but guess things are really different... i got more and more bo chap... he lost a good friend, i lost part of myself... hahahaha... this morning was thinking abt wat he said then i realise that part of me is like dead now... probably that's y i can be so un feeling.. hahahaha...
guess my clique muz be so angry that they feel like slapping me le... hhahaha.. coz they're quite against me liking him.. hahaha.. but all my dearest friends.... dont worry now.. i'm really over it le.. and i meant wat i say this time.. seriously... and i really want to thank u all for being so concern...really... coz for the past months i haven been able to meet up with u all often.. coz of my various commitments.. but u all still care so much for me... i very very touched... =)
hahahaha... but anyway, my dear ex- jiemei, current brother.. hahahah... dont worry... i'm still making present for u... ahahaha.. but it'll be the first and last present me made as ur jiemei lah... next time i'll go buy something can liao... hahaha... handmade too ma fan le... heehee... =p
hmmm... got one of things to do on my to do list for this year done le... shall continue to get all my to do list done~ heehee...
anyway, realise that typing all this crap online is really a good way to relieve all my emotions.. hahaha.. now i know i'm really ok le... shall proceed to do other stuff... hahahaha
// posted by giam @ 3:10 PM 
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"Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go"
Oopz..sorry, being too nosy dee. But just wanna share with ya the quote that I thought very meaningful. Take carez gal!
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Oopz..sorry, being too nosy dee. But just wanna share with ya the quote that I thought very meaningful. Take carez gal!
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