i d!= dream

hmmm... tml got test... suppose to be sleeping by now.. but i dunno why i dun feel like sleeping yet... at least i dun want to move at all from my chair...
being thinking a lot... which is not very good considering that i'm suppose to concentrate on studying for my test or at least finish up my assignment which is due tml!~ hahhaha... but mind juz drift off lah... think i'm already in holiday mood liao...
read a bit of my previous posts... and realise that i'm really very different from when i juz enter uni... it seem to me, that i'm rather childish last time.. ok... still quite childish now but maybe a bit more mature? i hope... hmmm... had a small little chat with my big cousin last nite in grandma's hse... realise that i shld really start planning for my future le... do i want to be an engineer or shld i juz get into the finacial sector? cousin told me that private companies have use for engin graduates too... and their starting pay is really good...not say engineers pay is not good...but last wk during lecture juz make me realise that engineers need to be responsible for lots of stuff... and i'm not sure if i'm up to it... wat if i build something that collapse? confused mind....
anyway, cousin also kept on asking me to get myself attached in uni... hahaha... din tell her that i'm actually attached liao... dun think i'll let any of my relatives know soon... well that links me to wat another cousin say to me... dun think that bcoz u're attached now then u go around letting the whole world knows... u shld remain as not single but not not available too... hahahhaa... cute rite? juz like wat another fren tells her bf, keep ur options open... hahaha... two very different views from two generations... even though the age gap is not that big... but that's probably how different ppl who are working vs ppl who have not start working yet...
k lah... i've crapped enough... to think that i've nothing in mind to blog abt when i started on this post... still type something so long... hahahaha....