Sunday, October 23, 2005
i feel insecure...
think i'm suffering mild depression... i cant keep my spirits up for long...
think it's really bad... especially since exams are coming...
i need to do so many things but my heart juz dun want to do them at all...
i need to push myself over this period...
i have to get over soon...
i hope everything will get better after this period...
make things simple, dun complicate them...
i need to constantly remind myself on that...
probably i need to keep my back on the wall constantly...
so that i will have to safe feeling...
ppl dun blame me if i refuse to get out of my hse...
i need to feel safe...
think i'm suffering mild depression... i cant keep my spirits up for long...
think it's really bad... especially since exams are coming...
i need to do so many things but my heart juz dun want to do them at all...
i need to push myself over this period...
i have to get over soon...
i hope everything will get better after this period...
make things simple, dun complicate them...
i need to constantly remind myself on that...
probably i need to keep my back on the wall constantly...
so that i will have to safe feeling...
ppl dun blame me if i refuse to get out of my hse...
i need to feel safe...
// posted by giam @ 3:01 PM 
