Sunday, October 23, 2005
I miss seeing my own blood...
Think it has been quite some time since i last fall down hard on solid ground...
i think i miss it...
I miss seeing my own blood...
weird but true...
i always like to see blood flowing out of me...
maybe i should juz try to fall down hard some day...
i need to feel the pain...
guess i really prove to myself that i'm not safe to me own self...
i like to torture myself...
i muz be sick in the head...
but i like it...
it may be a way i show me that i exist...
// posted by giam @ 8:20 PM 
