Tuesday, November 22, 2005
It's a lonely Journey
Today officially marked the beginning of my exams~ and i'm feeling lonely now...
it's the first time that i'm spending my exams totally in hall without going home.... feels weird... and i kind of miss home now also...
actually i think i miss the old feelings that i have last time during exams... in the past my mom used to nagged at me during exams to study more.. cannot watch tv, dun walk here walk there... and the home is more or less like going thru a period of war whenever i have my papers... and i really liked it that way... dun say i'm weird or wat but then it feels like there's something working hard together with u... and knowing myself, being so lazy... i like to have my mom pushing me hard to study...
以前考试的时候，我在家连电视妈妈都不让我看。不过我喜欢！当时真的有全家人陪我一起备战的感觉。很温馨也很贴心。。。妈妈会对我嘘寒问暖，问我要不要吃东西，叫我早睡。。。 虽然现在也有，
不过真的很不同。爸爸妈妈不在像从前那一直督促我要读书，反而叫我不要读太多，多休息。。。感觉真得太不一样了。我问妈妈干吗不要像以前一样，她说我大了，要自己督促自己。。。
that's why i'm feeling lonely now... me alone in hall... trying to study for hydraulics, something that i have no idea wat it's talking abt.... and the weather is so so so cold... i had to cover myself in blanket even without the fan on... wouldnt it be nice that i'm in somewhere warm with someone pushing me to study?
tired... wish the remaining 3days quick quick pass...... it's horrible to be in a situation that u cant really do anything abt it... except to repeat the same procedure....
it's the first time that i'm spending my exams totally in hall without going home.... feels weird... and i kind of miss home now also...
actually i think i miss the old feelings that i have last time during exams... in the past my mom used to nagged at me during exams to study more.. cannot watch tv, dun walk here walk there... and the home is more or less like going thru a period of war whenever i have my papers... and i really liked it that way... dun say i'm weird or wat but then it feels like there's something working hard together with u... and knowing myself, being so lazy... i like to have my mom pushing me hard to study...
以前考试的时候，我在家连电视妈妈都不让我看。不过我喜欢！当时真的有全家人陪我一起备战的感觉。很温馨也很贴心。。。妈妈会对我嘘寒问暖，问我要不要吃东西，叫我早睡。。。 虽然现在也有，
不过真的很不同。爸爸妈妈不在像从前那一直督促我要读书，反而叫我不要读太多，多休息。。。感觉真得太不一样了。我问妈妈干吗不要像以前一样，她说我大了，要自己督促自己。。。
that's why i'm feeling lonely now... me alone in hall... trying to study for hydraulics, something that i have no idea wat it's talking abt.... and the weather is so so so cold... i had to cover myself in blanket even without the fan on... wouldnt it be nice that i'm in somewhere warm with someone pushing me to study?
tired... wish the remaining 3days quick quick pass...... it's horrible to be in a situation that u cant really do anything abt it... except to repeat the same procedure....
Friday, November 11, 2005
I VERY UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cannot buy the jeans....
sob sob... very sad!!!!!!!!!!!!! that ger paid for her items le.............................. which means i have to give up one item........................ so now i cant buy the jeans liao........................ sad........................sad.........................sad....................
sob sob... very sad!!!!!!!!!!!!! that ger paid for her items le.............................. which means i have to give up one item........................ so now i cant buy the jeans liao........................ sad........................sad.........................sad....................
Thursday, November 10, 2005
grr.... pls dun let the other ger pay before me... i really want the t-shirt and jeans!!!!!
sob sob... y only left one space???? can the ger juz drop her order??? grrr... the earliest i can transfer the money is tml nite!!!! that's like very the late loh... haiyo.. hope the other ger doesnt check her email, then she dun transfer her money... let me have my orders....
sniff sniff... know i shld be studying instead of shopping but cant help it... once i started looking at the sprees, i got hooked... argh.... not good not good... study study... hahaha.. lucky my assignments are all done... and no more projects!~ now it's webcast all the way for structural, chewing of notes for hydraulics, and writing cheatsheets for uncertainty... hahaha... i seem to have left out infra... hmmm.. not sure how to study for that also... guess i need to dig out all the pass yr papers online...
*yawns* time to rest now... juz finish 5 hrs of webcast... there's another 7 lectures more (4 x 2 + 3 x1 = 11hrs!!!!)
sob sob... y only left one space???? can the ger juz drop her order??? grrr... the earliest i can transfer the money is tml nite!!!! that's like very the late loh... haiyo.. hope the other ger doesnt check her email, then she dun transfer her money... let me have my orders....
sniff sniff... know i shld be studying instead of shopping but cant help it... once i started looking at the sprees, i got hooked... argh.... not good not good... study study... hahaha.. lucky my assignments are all done... and no more projects!~ now it's webcast all the way for structural, chewing of notes for hydraulics, and writing cheatsheets for uncertainty... hahaha... i seem to have left out infra... hmmm.. not sure how to study for that also... guess i need to dig out all the pass yr papers online...
*yawns* time to rest now... juz finish 5 hrs of webcast... there's another 7 lectures more (4 x 2 + 3 x1 = 11hrs!!!!)
Monday, November 07, 2005
Today~ (is not too bad... i think... )
Pardon me, but i'm going to convert back to using english to blog... whether there's a stalker or not... my chinese getting far too lousy for me to elabolate anything properly.. hahaha.. not like my english is any better.. but i save time on the hanyu pinyin..=P
got lots of assignments to do but i juz want to set aside sometime to write abt today... not very happening.. but there's juz things i want to blog abt... well, i went for interview for the post of APD(admin) for next yr's ethelonther camp...(dunno if the spelling is right but heck lah) ok, first i muz say i'm not really keen for the job.. dun ask me why i apply then... i've no idea... i almost wanted to pull out when i was filling up the form in clubroom.. but somehow i press on... hahaha... chloe they all were like laughing at me for writing so little(actually only one word) for my answer to one of the qns... they showed me someone elses, wahlau... that person freakingly wrote one long paragraph loh.. even the space provided wasnt enough... but it's ok lah... i'm not the essay kind of person also..
well... the interview went on and then kailun commented that i may be too soft for the job.. coz i everytime "okok" to everything.... and that i'm not fierce enough.. hahaha.. i'm shocked to hear that loh... come on.. since when am i the demure type? think i probably have to make it clear... i'm "okok" in yishun bcoz i respect xiqian... coz if xiqian "okok" then i cant say "nono" rite? i mean, he's the boss... so i follow him loh... and also coz i think yishun is a place where the volunteers come and have fun... i dun really feel like spoiling it by being the bad guy all the time... if things get done fine, then i'll "okok"... i can be quite fierce also lah... it juz depends on whether i want to be or not.. hahaha.. guess some of my friends such know as they seen me in that state before... hmmm... maybe i should say i try not to act as the bad guy if i can... but if things happen in the way that force me to be, i'll not give face... no matter who it is...
k lah... more or less that's what left the strongest impression on me from the interview... watever the results of the interview i dun care lah... actually i kind of hope i dun get... then i will have time freee during the 3 mths hols.. then can go work! heehee.. but if i do get, i think i'm going to overwork myself again... coz i may join another project.. i'll probably want to give a try for something next year even.. but then nothing's confirm yet... so we'll see how ba...
anyway, something for me to be happy abt... hahaha... i got slim down! hahaha... maybe not a lot lah... but then it's something to keep me happy for a while coz i fit into a shorts that i couldnt wear last time.. hahaha... well... need to continue slimming.. hahaha.. eat less exercise more.. hahaha... it's my dad great decision to buy that running machine in my hse... hahaha.. it's really good for lazy ppl like me who dun like to go out of hse to exercise... and then while i run on that thing i can shun pian watch tv also.. hahaha.. so i cant 不知不觉 run for a very very long time and i dun even realise it.. hahhahaha...
anyway, another thing... i really really really want to watch the show " Just Like Heaven "... anyone wants to watch with me?? gosh i totally love this show coz the trailer they show on tv uses the song "You're beautiful" by James Blunt... and i'm so into this song now... i ranked it as my current favourite song.. hahahaha... so... anyone wants to watch?
got lots of assignments to do but i juz want to set aside sometime to write abt today... not very happening.. but there's juz things i want to blog abt... well, i went for interview for the post of APD(admin) for next yr's ethelonther camp...(dunno if the spelling is right but heck lah) ok, first i muz say i'm not really keen for the job.. dun ask me why i apply then... i've no idea... i almost wanted to pull out when i was filling up the form in clubroom.. but somehow i press on... hahaha... chloe they all were like laughing at me for writing so little(actually only one word) for my answer to one of the qns... they showed me someone elses, wahlau... that person freakingly wrote one long paragraph loh.. even the space provided wasnt enough... but it's ok lah... i'm not the essay kind of person also..
well... the interview went on and then kailun commented that i may be too soft for the job.. coz i everytime "okok" to everything.... and that i'm not fierce enough.. hahaha.. i'm shocked to hear that loh... come on.. since when am i the demure type? think i probably have to make it clear... i'm "okok" in yishun bcoz i respect xiqian... coz if xiqian "okok" then i cant say "nono" rite? i mean, he's the boss... so i follow him loh... and also coz i think yishun is a place where the volunteers come and have fun... i dun really feel like spoiling it by being the bad guy all the time... if things get done fine, then i'll "okok"... i can be quite fierce also lah... it juz depends on whether i want to be or not.. hahaha.. guess some of my friends such know as they seen me in that state before... hmmm... maybe i should say i try not to act as the bad guy if i can... but if things happen in the way that force me to be, i'll not give face... no matter who it is...
k lah... more or less that's what left the strongest impression on me from the interview... watever the results of the interview i dun care lah... actually i kind of hope i dun get... then i will have time freee during the 3 mths hols.. then can go work! heehee.. but if i do get, i think i'm going to overwork myself again... coz i may join another project.. i'll probably want to give a try for something next year even.. but then nothing's confirm yet... so we'll see how ba...
anyway, something for me to be happy abt... hahaha... i got slim down! hahaha... maybe not a lot lah... but then it's something to keep me happy for a while coz i fit into a shorts that i couldnt wear last time.. hahaha... well... need to continue slimming.. hahaha.. eat less exercise more.. hahaha... it's my dad great decision to buy that running machine in my hse... hahaha.. it's really good for lazy ppl like me who dun like to go out of hse to exercise... and then while i run on that thing i can shun pian watch tv also.. hahaha.. so i cant 不知不觉 run for a very very long time and i dun even realise it.. hahhahaha...
anyway, another thing... i really really really want to watch the show " Just Like Heaven "... anyone wants to watch with me?? gosh i totally love this show coz the trailer they show on tv uses the song "You're beautiful" by James Blunt... and i'm so into this song now... i ranked it as my current favourite song.. hahahaha... so... anyone wants to watch?
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
华文华语
最近可能一直会用华文写blog.. 因为有个不懂华文而我又觉得很烦的人在读我写的东西。
我不知道他从哪里找到这里来，不过他千万不要出现在我眼前。。。
我还以为我已经通过sms让他知难而退，想不到他竟让找我的博来。。。
grrr...
可恶！心情溶剂今年我又没有参加，不要找借口来问东问西。再来烦我，小心我报警！
先生！我不认识你~也不相交朋友，不要烦我。我凶起来是不得了的！
（这句子我想够简单，他应该看得懂。）
不过，最近心情好多了。。。恐怖的一星期过去了！＝）快乐快乐。。。现在只需要做完我的作业就考试了！哈哈哈哈。。。
我不知道他从哪里找到这里来，不过他千万不要出现在我眼前。。。
我还以为我已经通过sms让他知难而退，想不到他竟让找我的博来。。。
grrr...
可恶！心情溶剂今年我又没有参加，不要找借口来问东问西。再来烦我，小心我报警！
先生！我不认识你~也不相交朋友，不要烦我。我凶起来是不得了的！
（这句子我想够简单，他应该看得懂。）
不过，最近心情好多了。。。恐怖的一星期过去了！＝）快乐快乐。。。现在只需要做完我的作业就考试了！哈哈哈哈。。。
