Tuesday, November 22, 2005
It's a lonely Journey
Today officially marked the beginning of my exams~ and i'm feeling lonely now...
it's the first time that i'm spending my exams totally in hall without going home.... feels weird... and i kind of miss home now also...
actually i think i miss the old feelings that i have last time during exams... in the past my mom used to nagged at me during exams to study more.. cannot watch tv, dun walk here walk there... and the home is more or less like going thru a period of war whenever i have my papers... and i really liked it that way... dun say i'm weird or wat but then it feels like there's something working hard together with u... and knowing myself, being so lazy... i like to have my mom pushing me hard to study...
以前考试的时候，我在家连电视妈妈都不让我看。不过我喜欢！当时真的有全家人陪我一起备战的感觉。很温馨也很贴心。。。妈妈会对我嘘寒问暖，问我要不要吃东西，叫我早睡。。。 虽然现在也有，
不过真的很不同。爸爸妈妈不在像从前那一直督促我要读书，反而叫我不要读太多，多休息。。。感觉真得太不一样了。我问妈妈干吗不要像以前一样，她说我大了，要自己督促自己。。。
that's why i'm feeling lonely now... me alone in hall... trying to study for hydraulics, something that i have no idea wat it's talking abt.... and the weather is so so so cold... i had to cover myself in blanket even without the fan on... wouldnt it be nice that i'm in somewhere warm with someone pushing me to study?
tired... wish the remaining 3days quick quick pass...... it's horrible to be in a situation that u cant really do anything abt it... except to repeat the same procedure....
it's the first time that i'm spending my exams totally in hall without going home.... feels weird... and i kind of miss home now also...
actually i think i miss the old feelings that i have last time during exams... in the past my mom used to nagged at me during exams to study more.. cannot watch tv, dun walk here walk there... and the home is more or less like going thru a period of war whenever i have my papers... and i really liked it that way... dun say i'm weird or wat but then it feels like there's something working hard together with u... and knowing myself, being so lazy... i like to have my mom pushing me hard to study...
以前考试的时候，我在家连电视妈妈都不让我看。不过我喜欢！当时真的有全家人陪我一起备战的感觉。很温馨也很贴心。。。妈妈会对我嘘寒问暖，问我要不要吃东西，叫我早睡。。。 虽然现在也有，
不过真的很不同。爸爸妈妈不在像从前那一直督促我要读书，反而叫我不要读太多，多休息。。。感觉真得太不一样了。我问妈妈干吗不要像以前一样，她说我大了，要自己督促自己。。。
that's why i'm feeling lonely now... me alone in hall... trying to study for hydraulics, something that i have no idea wat it's talking abt.... and the weather is so so so cold... i had to cover myself in blanket even without the fan on... wouldnt it be nice that i'm in somewhere warm with someone pushing me to study?
tired... wish the remaining 3days quick quick pass...... it's horrible to be in a situation that u cant really do anything abt it... except to repeat the same procedure....
// posted by giam @ 4:42 PM 
